I am so angry!! Angry at everyone!!
Today is a public holiday. I asked Kakak out today but she said she wanted to do some sewing for her wedding. Then I asked Aiza out which I I already brought up during the week. But she do not want to go as well.
I FEEL SO LOW!
Aiza asked me if I was angry and I answered "No." But I knew the real answer to that.
I am confused. We can really get along with each other on the telephone or when in school. However, whenever I asked her out, she do not seemed to want to. Am I that boring???
I will not cry. Why do I always have to go through this??? Why am I always caught in such a situation???
I feel so pathetic at times like this.
I have to take reponsibility of my life. I must! It is time I change. Change my mindset and alter the level of dependency which I am always placing on another. This can't go on.
But I can't help feeling angry!!! Angry at Aiza, at Kakak, at life and at myself. ANGRY! JUST PLAIN ANGRY!
ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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"The miracle of friendship speaks from one heart to another, listens for unspoken needs, recognizes secret dreams, and understands the silent things."
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