Monday, July 3, 2006

Forgive but I can never forget

Being positive was less tiring without all the hurt confusing me.

Forgiving YOU was easier without the past and the truth clouding me.

But knowing the truth reaffirms the need for me to forgive and be positive.

Reaffirms the choice I made the day I chose.

I made up my mind.

I have faith in ALLAH s.w.t.

I forgive YOU. I really do. It was hard. It was so much easier to hate YOU instead. But I forgive YOU. All of YOU. Everything that YOU did.

But the past cannot be changed. Forgiveness does not mean everything goes back to normal.

The truth was simple. But it was twisted and turned so bad that it made both of us confused. Now it's out. Finally. And I had to derive it myself. I had to make it out myself.

I hope YOU are well. I pray that YOU are well...everyday. Eat right and take care of yourself.

Forgiving takes a lot of strength and willpower - something I will never be lack of.

4 comments:

immature said...

That's the way girl. be strong... you know that you are

Amby_OFFsPrinG said...

Lizzie to immature - its always a blessing to hear a reaffirmation from someone who knows you.

babycinderella said...

loving u always girl!!! stay strong and positive .. thats the way to live life...

Amby_OFFsPrinG said...

Lizzie to babycinderella - i love u 2, gf! it was a darn gd thing tt we both kept in touch again... *muahkz*