There are times when you are certain that the career you are undertaking at the moment is what you have always wanted to do but somehow, something is still amiss. It's like a singer singing the wrong genre of music. It is like making (the late) Kurt Cobain sing R'n'B instead of grunge. It just does not feel right.
Maybe all I need is time. It is all about the kids. Liza, get on with your life and be grateful for what you have.
I am sure there is light at the end of the tunnel. I am sure of it.