Challenges in the near future

I was as curious to find out the identity of the part-time Suria actress whose sex video was leaked into the world wide web as the kopitiam apek.

I managed to crack the code and..found out more.

It finally sink it to me as to how bold the current generation are.

Courage is a good thing, oh yes.

But when it is coupled with insensitivity as well as lack of respect for others, it can be a problem.

Reading the hurtful comments that the netizens typed about Islam and the Malay/Muslim community was extremely heart-wrenching and frustrating.

Obviously, my first instinct was to just type back and curse their race and religion but what would that do?

Just create more violence and hate.

Yeah, I could type in and try to explain things but seriously, do you think that they would actually listen to my explanations?

Of course not!

Because if they are that civilised and smart, they would not go around criticising and discriminating others and flashing our shortcomings in our faces.

You should read the horrible things they wrote about our Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h) and Our Creator.

*Breathe*

I truly feel for today's youth.

Puberty and raging hormones are hard enough to deal with, add in never-ending hatred and barbaric behaviour, it makes it 1000 times harder to survive teenagehood in one piece.

I worry what the future of our children will be.

I really do.

I just hope and pray that the Malay/Muslim youth of today and tomorrow will be well-guided in the right path of Islam and will eventually learn the safe and healthy way to rectify any discriminations others will say or have about our race and religion.

Insya ALLAH.

(L)osin it.

I have an addiction.

I might as well come clean now.

It's no use hiding it because people are going to know about it soon enough.

I don't care what my friends will think of me but I feel the need to be honest.

If indeed they are true friends, they will have to accept me they way I am - with or without addiction.

My closest loved ones have been very supportive of me - bless them.

This addiction started recently - as recent as a few weeks back.

But it felt like it's been part of me for years.

I can't take it anymore!

I kept wanting more and more of it!

I have an addiction, my friends.

I am addicted to..

From Discover My space...

(L) Glee.... (L)

Hehe..

Fall into place

I am a little upset.

No!

Actually, I am very upset.

How I wish I could just cry it out.

From Discover My space...

I feel like I cannot talk about it to anyone because I do not want to bore them with the same worry that I have been having.

But..I am upset - especially watching Channel 70 (Discovery Channel Home & Health) tonight.

But throughout my life, the two common lessons that I have learnt was to be patient and surrender to HIM - ALWAYS!

Whether or not I like it at that point of time, I will have to be patient and surrender to HIM for HE knows best.

But it is hard, you know.

It's hard when you want something so bad and tried so hard but things don't seem to go your way.

Breathe in, breathe out.

HE knows best.

Insya ALLAH - that time will come. Insya ALLAH.