Success takes time.

When you want something so bad, it just won't happen the way you want it to.

I should know that already but I still make the same mistake sometimes.

But I know better now.

Though my intentions are good, I have to stop putting so much pressure on myself to succeed.

Of course, some people would see it as a way to motivate oneself.

I personally feel that if you get VERY upset and your whole day is ruined each time you fail, then something needs to be changed.

Nothing is worth sacrificing your happiness and health, no matter how great your intentions are.

So I shall take it slow for now.

I am still doing it for my family - my husband and BamBim, Insya Allah.

But I need to stop being angry each time I am faced with a failure.

I will succeed and I know that. Insya Allah.

Though it is hard to come to terms with setbacks, I will persevere.

I will take it easy on myself and the people around me.

Anyways, it is not about how fast you reach your goal, but rather it's about whether you get back on your feet each time you fall.

I will succeed.

Insya ALLAH.

BUMPer

For some reason, everyone seems to have a problem with my dressing.

They seem to think that the idea of showing off my bump is disgusting.

It is not like I am exposing 3/4 of my tummy for the world to see.

I just like the idea of seeing my round tummy ... and well, I'm darn proud of it!

Is that a crime?!?!

"Eh, why you wear so tight? Later your baby cannot move you know. Poor thing lah the baby. Don't wear so tight lah."

Why in the world would I want to harm my unborn baby just so I can show off my bump?!?!

Like what the ...?!?!?!

Do they really think I am THAT dumb?!

I mean before BamBim could feel any discomfort from my tight top, I would probably be fidgeting in my seat!

That was exactly how I felt when I wore the maternity pants that Kakak so kindly lent to me.

Those same pants could fit her up to full term but a month ago, I was extremely uncomfortable because it was tight on me.

Like super tight!

I was standing the whole day because sitting down would make it even tighter.

Argh!

I wish people would just leave me alone.

At least, if you want to share your comments, do it constructively.