Almost reaching the finishing line. Almost.

Memories of 2-0-0-8

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May ALLAH bless our quest to the future. Amin

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Gathering all energy to face this world.

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The maturity of an innocent mind.

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Insya ALLAH, B. Insya ALLAH.

What will the memories of 2-0-0-9 look like?

I don't know and I don't care.

I will live it one day at a time and give everything my all.

The rest is up to HIM.

I pray that 2009 hold lovely things for all of you.

Insya ALLAH.

As for the not so great ones, let's learn to take a moment, step back from the situation and perceive each trial and tribulation with positivity and tremendous faith in ALLAH s.w.t. .

Smileys!

I'm a happy bunny.

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It IS the Christmas break now.

I love how I wake up each day and am able to do whatever I like to.

WHATEVER!

Okay, okay, I should stop rubbing it in.

New Addition

While the rest of the world was deep in slumber, KakakAku was busy getting ready to jet off to Mount Alvernia Hospital.

That was at 6am.
3 hours later, out came Anasofia.

Bam Bim

Alhamdullillah.

No epidural, no gas was used during the delivery.

Well done, KakakAku!

It was an au naturel delivery. She did it ol' skul. Hehe..

From today onwards, Miasara no longer needs SpongeBob.

Bim Bim

To board or NOT to board

We have been meaning to give it a try.

It IS one of the latest tourist attraction in Singapore.

Each time we decide to board it, there was always some obstacle that prevented us from going through the Singapore Flyer experience.

And now that my Christmas break is here, we will have more days to choose from.

Or so we thought.

Then I came upon this article while I was surfing the Net,

Singapore Flyer to remain closed pending investigations

Errrr... How eh?

Now I am having second thoughts about going on the Flyer.

Ask and you shall receive. Insya ALLAH

I asked for Guidance and I received it.

Alhamdullillah.

I may not have received answers to all of my worries but I am certain that they will be resolved one at a time.

Insya ALLAH.

Being a worrywort, superstitions can have a horrible effect on me and that was what I was experiencing just a few minutes ago.

Superstitions from our forefathers that calamity will befall oneself when something that was not supposed to be done was carried out .

Na'uzubillah.

Anyhow, when I was searching for guidance, I came upon this statement,

".... the fact that what was revealed to Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) asserts that the knowledge of the Unseen belongs to Allah alone and that Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) has no knowledge of it, much less anyone else: "Say: I do not tell you that the treasures of Allah are with me or that I know the Unseen, nor do I tell you that I am an angel; I follow only what is revealed to me." (Al-An`aam: 50)."

Alhamdullillah. Alhamdullillah. Alhamdullillah.

For some reason, I felt like I knew what the answer would sound like.

However, reading and seeing it in black and white affirms the truth that got hidden underneath all the negativity.

Alhamdullillah.

Guidance from above

At the moment, my heart is filled with a lot of anger, hatred and all things negative.

I feel betrayed and for some reason, I feel like I have absolutely no control over my life.

All I asked for was to be given the freedom to do my own thinking.

To make my own mistakes and learn from them.

To feel extremely satisfied when I have made the right choices.

That was all.

I feel annoyed too that I have no control over the changes in someone else's life that has some form of effect on our future.

I have no control over that because it would seem selfish if I try to.

I can't do this!

I need to let go of the anger!

I have to!

I must!

I just want it all to be over and done with so we can live our own lives, OUR way.

Oh ALLAH, we need guidance. Guidance from YOU as only YOU are able to see what is hidden from us.

Oh ALLAH, I need YOUR assurance that we are going to be okay, that we are going to last till the end of time. Insya ALLAH.

Oh ALLAH, I need YOUR warmth around me to take away the cold from all that hatred I bore for them. So I can learn to be patient and to love them again.

Oh ALLAH, grant us the chance to make our own decisions.

Oh ALLAH, please take away the tears.

Oh ALLAH, grant us the patience to get through this ordeal.

Oh ALLAH, guide us to be optimistic to changes.

Oh ALLAH, what do we need to do? How should we do this?

Oh ALLAH, guidance from YOU is what we need most at the moment.

In the year 2-0-0-9

If you are able to read this post, then you would have noticed the countdown widget which I have included.

Hehehehe..

It's probably no surprise anymore.

Initially, I wanted to keep it as one but with my big mouth and over-enthusiastic personality, I could hardly keep in the good news.

2009 will see me going through changes in my life which I am looking forward to.

Insya ALLAH.

I strongly believe that a lot of people are truly happy for me.

It's because they know all about my heartaches, shattered dreams and endless tears.

Alhamdullillah.

I thank ALLAH for the unexpected and perfect way HE has arranged for SiBudakTapai and me to be in each others' lives.

I thank ALLAH for sending KakakAku to talk some sense into me when I nearly took the easy way out and almost lost him.

Nau'zubillah.

Despite that, SiBudakTapai and I are saddened by the fact that we have lost a good friend of ours.

If she is reading this, I understand if she finds it hard to believe when I say that we never had any intention to deceive or hurt her in any way, though we sincerely apologise if we did.

SiBudakTapai and I miss her nonchalant attitude and easygoing personality.

However, I pray that ALLAH s.w.t grants Ajil and I the strength and patience to be positive when faced with the trials and tribulations of life.

May that strengthen our relationship for now and until the end of time.

Insya ALLAH.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Rawkers Wed

MinahRawker got da ROCK!

Alhamdullillah.

Sufian who? Hehehehe...Sorry just have to say that.

Get rid of all the black eyeshadow, electric guitar and you will get a beautiful...

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RawkerPrincess
Opposites DO attract but it also helps to have some similarities.

From what I know about Syidah's RawkerPrince, I think that they are meant for each other.

May you be blessed with many, many little rawkers and spread the love through rock, baby!

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Happiness is apparent in their smiles.

No Bee-Hive

I have been toying with the idea.

I was getting extremely bored with it and was ready for a change.

But it couldn't seem to find him.

I searched everywhere - but was let down time and time again.

I almost gave up when she decided to introduce us.

Nope, nope, my friends, this is not a lovey-dovey post for SiBudakTapai.

This post is to tell you what I had to go through before going from this..

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..to this..

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One negative comment is easily drowned out by the abundance of positive feedback.

Alhamdullillah.

As much as I admire Scary Spice's confidence, I don't quite fancy that sarang tebuan hair of hers.