Worst-Laid Plan

I fought the urge to continue slumber with the intention to do some form of exercise.

But forgetful as I am, I left my strength exercises pictures in my school drawer.

DUH!

It's frustrating when you can't do what you intend to because of a silly mistake.

Once a blogger, always a blogger.

Nope. I have NOT lost my sense of blogging.

It’s hard to find the time to create the posts when you don’t have Internet connection at home.

Moreover, a lot of my time has been filled to get more important things done.

Yeah, surprised?

Surprised that I actually have a life.

Not everyone has the time to upload their pictures and create numerous posts on their blog telling the worldwide world how "PERFECT" their lives are.

Some people (yes, me) actually have to work and earn a living.

And then, we go home and do the household chores.

And when we finally have time to sit down and take a breather, we realised that the computer has been affected by viruses.

So nope, I have not lost my sense of blogging.

I am still around to annoy and express about anything that cross my mind - unfortunately.

It sucks but life goes on.

Being accepted by my peers was everything during my adolescence.

I basically would do ANYTHING to get invited to anything kind of event that they have planned.

However as you mature (By identifying the lessons ALLAH s.w.t wants you to learn), you grow out of that desire to be accepted by a certain type of people.

In the past, I would get offended when I was not invited to special occasions or any form of get-togethers.


It affected me quite a bit.

When that sort of situation arises, you either move on or get depressed!

I chose to move on.

I have learnt to accept that life still go on.

Yeah, it feels horrible not being part of DA group – DA group whom you thought were your friends but it’s okay.

It’s okay because now I realize that there are far better individuals who care about me as much as I treasure them – and even more.

Yeah, it took me ages to come to that conclusion but the realization has been made clear to me now.

Syukur alhamdullillah.

Yes, looks ARE definitely deceiving.

Those who (only) looked like they cared but in reality, they don’t give a s**t about me

However, those who seemed like they couldn’t care less actually took the initiative to be concerned about my feelings.

Thanks Imran for that invitation. I truly appreciate that. It was indeed extremely shweeeeeeet of you.

So jolly people of the world, it’s okay if you are not exactly as popular or well liked as you thought you were.

Like the saying goes, s**t happens to good people.

Silence will be broken

Yes, I have been away.

Been away for an extremely long time.

Away but NOT gone.

Oh no.

During that period of blog hibernation, I was very much awake.

Awake and alive!

Anyhow, I am training myself to make a point and post at least 3 entries per week.

But you know what?

I (always?) NEVER do what I plan to.

So scrap that idea!

Seize the day!