Nightmare

A horrible, horrible dream.

One heck of a sleepless night.

Swollen eyes.

Feelings of guilt.

Blardy, obvious dark circles.

Just for Nasty

Reading my 22nd July entry below will make more sense of this "letter".

Dear NastyGirl,

I seriously thought that you have changed but I was so wrong. You are as manipulative and bitchy as you were back then.

I cannot fathom why you would do and say such things. Maybe you're jealous, maybe you're insecure or maybe you're just naturally fucking mean. I don't know and I am not going to stick around any longer to find out.

Here are my responses to your hurtful comments.

MyBabyLuv's past is purely our business - and ours alone. No one will ever has the right to know it.

Anyways, I don't see how the number of ex-girlfriend my boyfriend has can do to our relationship. So what if he has 5, 25 or 5000 ex-girlfriends? Those girls are his past. I seriously do not care about them! But what I do care is that right now, MyBabyLuv and I are together. Knowing the number of his ex-girlfriends or their names will not help or improve our relationship in any way.

I thank ALLAH s.w.t for granting me an honest boyfriend. I cannot think of any excuse as to why you would question MyBabyLuv's virginity - other than to make me doubt my boyfriend and in turn, hopefully we fight.

Na'uzubillah.

If that was your intention, then I think that you are damn sick!

Yeah, I may not have been in a relationship before. Only because I am never the sort of person who needs to be with a guy just so I can look good holding his hand while walking down the street.

Not trying to show off but I have had my fair share of admirers, thank you very much.Nothing worked out between those men and me was because I do not see that they are worth my time.

One can only plan for the future tapi ALLAH s.w.t yang menentukan semuanya. But I see something different in MyBabyLuv and that's why we are together.

Yes, it took a long time coming but I believe that it's worth it. Because deep down, I know that I did not waste my time "jumping" from one worthless relationship to another.

I think I have said my piece.

But before I go, NastyGirl, I have a request.

My request is for you to stop communicating with me - ever. Yes, do not contact me or text me or ask me out anymore because I do not want anything to do with you.

My loved ones think that you're weird and have advised me to stay away from you - which I will do with great pleasure.

I think you know who you are. So please, do me a favour and get out of my life.

I am sorry if I was ever mean to you, sengaja atau tidak. However, I am not apologising for the things that I have typed above.

It was nice knowing you (Sorry, I lied. It was not nice knowing you) and take care.

What She Said

Word of caution! This entry is going to be wordy and lengthy.

However, I need to voice out my opinion nonetheless. So people, please bear with me.

I am bursting with anger just even thinking about these four scenarios which happenned to me not long ago.

I need your opinions.

My dear jolly people, tell me whether or not you would be full of rage if caught in the exact same situations. Let me know, okay.

Okay, here goes.

Oh wait, before I start, I think I need to first and foremost inform you that all these nasty comments were made from a single person. (You would be amazed at how one person can say such horrid and hurtful comments to another.) Let's just call her NastyGirl.

Just a little history on NastyGirl.

I have known her from way back during my selenger bachin days in secondary school. We were pretty close at one point of time. However, I don't think she knows me inside out but yeah, she does know me slightly more than others given the number of years, we have been "friends".

Okay,okay, here goes.

I cannot control the anger any longer.

Hurtful Comment Number One - NastyGirl read my 17th July entry and speculated that MyBabyLuv and I have"...broken up".

Na'uzubillah.

Yes, she said those words exactly! Rude, don't you think?

Hurtful Comment Number Two - NastyGirl asked how many ex-girlfriends MyBabyLuv has.

What the fuck do you care!

That is no business of anyone except of ours (and by ours, I am referring to MyBabyLuv and I)!

As if that was not intrusive enough, she mocked me for not bothering to remember the answer to her question above!

What an unclefucker ass!

Hurtful Comment Number Three - NastyGirl attempted to give me doubts on MyBabyLuv's virginity!

"I'm sure you are a virgin, Liz. But is he a virgin?" NastyGirl's exact words

What gives you the damn right to question his virginity is beyond me.

Hurtful Comment Number Four - NastyGirl "congratulated" me on being able to find someone who has experience in being a relationship.

I wondered if she was seriously happy for me.

I doubt so.

Okay, dear jolly people, tell me.

If caught in the same situation, how would you feel?

Food Guess

Guess where we went last Friday.

We did not expect the place to be packed.

But boy, were we wrong!

When the waitress at the door took down MyBabyLuv's name, we saw that there were 3 others, who were on top of us in the waiting list.

Being the impatient person that I am, I was about ready to leave and go to another branch on the other side of town (specifically in Paragon).

Can you guess yet where we went? Not enough clue, huh. Okay, read on.

But I was glad we did not.

Not wanting to waste anytime, I took a look at the menu.

Now, can you guess where we went?

10 minutes after waiting, MyBabyLuv's name was called and we were shown to our table.

Fantastic location, our table was.

Near the television and it was showing American Chopper. One of my favourite shows, by the way.

After much thinking, I finally ordered this.

Was that picture a giveaway? No?

MyBabyLuv ordered this.

Come on, you should be able to guess it by now, yes?

These below turned out to be a tad bit salty but it tasted fabulous nonetheless.

Guessed yet? No? Okay, sorry that was the last picture.

Yesterday, MyBabyLuv and I went to one of our many favourite restaurants.

Great service, great food, great ambience, great love!

Alhamdullillah.

The perfect way to end the week.

I can't believe you said that!

In response to the absolutely absurd (and I must say extremely rude) speculation (based on my 17th July post) on my relationship.

Alhamdullillah. Alhamdullillah. Alhamdullillah.

I am amazed at how easy it can be for some people to speculate such horrible things about their friends' happiness.

It's like they choose to purposely hurt your feelings.

Blardy nasty!

GoodByes Are Never Easy

It was great while it lasted.

At the back of my mind, I knew we will come to a point when we will have to say goodbye.

I still embraced your arrival with open arms, nonetheless.

I shall not forget the good times as well as the bad times.

It will stay in my mind forever.

I will always remember how much I have grown too.

I did not like the truth. Not one bit. But I have to accept it.

I wish for each day to never end because with the end of each day, our days together gets lesser.

You gave me what I needed and I thank you for that.

Now that your job is almost done, I hate to say goodbye. But I know I have to.

Thank you for all that you've made me into.

Film Critic (Wanna-Be)

I have mixed feelings.

One side of me enjoys Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix and another side doesn't.

I hated it because there was just too much talking and not enough magic (yes, words pollute my brain, that's why) and I liked it because...ermm...yes, because I am just biased like that.

No wonder I can never make it as a film critic. Damn!

Whispered While He Was Sleeping...

I appreciate all that you're doing for us, SayangKu.

I love you with all my heart and sleep tight, my love.

4th Month Anniversary

I am not sure if this had ever happened to you but it happens to me ALL the time.

ALL the time.

I noticed that the perfect song tend to be played on the radio that describes exactly how I feel at that point of time.

On our fourth month anniversary, MyBabyLuv, I found the song below.

I came across the song at a time when I question my inadequacies and how you still can love me for all that I am.

Magical, isn't it?

Oh bother!

I tend to ask too many questions at times.

MyBabyLuv (and everyone else who religiously reads my humble blog. Thank you), I shall not torture you with my poetic attempts (for this month, at least. Hehehe) for Beyonce Knowles has sang it instead.

Enjoy the clip, y'all!

Beyonce Knowles - Flaws and All

Song Lyrics
I'm a train reck in tha morning
I'm a bitch in tha afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in everyway
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you [3x]

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfections
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I need.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you [3x]

[Repeat Chorus]

Autobots,We Are Waiting

I don't mean to sound like a girl but who cares about a war between robots who are larger than life.

Last I checked, I AM a girl. So yeah, I really do NOT care about that.

But I do care about MyBabyLuv, though. So we went to watch the much-talked-about robots movie, Transformers.

What a movie!

Yes, it may not be one those chick-flicks but I truly enjoyed it!

I cannot believe it either.

Never in my wildest dream would I ever see myself actually enjoy watching robots fight one another and humans helping to rectify the problem at hand.

Never in my wildest dream did I thought I would ever see myself cry (Yes, yes, snort and all) when BumbleBee got caught and when he regained his ability to speak. (Oops, did I just gave part of the movie away. Oops, sorry. My bad)

Never in my wildest dream did I thought I would ever find Optimus Prime so darn sexy with his deep, hoarse vocal chords and praticality (Just like MyBabyLuv. Hehehehe...I liiiike).

So as a newly registered Autobot supporter, I shall end this entry with the wise words of the ever so darn sexy Optimus Prime,

"Freedom is the right of all sentient beings"

Cool bookworm, I am

It's official.

I am a bookworm.

Yes, I love reading.

Okay, that sounds lame but really, I DO love reading.

Nothing beats having all the time in the world AND a darn good read at hand.

Below is the book that I am currently reading.

So far, I have read 442 pages out of 600 pages AND I am determined to get to the final page.

It is one of those books that just makes you go on and on and on. I cannot stop!

A whirlwind of emotions and tonnes of intricately described sexual moments drama. Heh.

Girls, this is a MUST-READ.

Go and grab it NOW!

When Time is in Abundance

Name: Slack Queen.

Date of Birth: 2nd July 2007.

Country of Birth: World Wide Web.

Place of Birth: http://www.photobucket.com/

Age: Timeless

Reason for Living: As MissLiza's Alter Ego.

Amazing Abilites: So far only the handstand.

Movie Budget

Movies to watch in the month of July

1. Transformers (Must watch!)
2. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Must watch!)
3. Alone (Must watch!)
4. Ratatouille (Must watch!)
5. Fantastic Four (Hmmm...maybe)
6. Darwin's Nightmare (Hmmm...maybe)
7. Game of Death (Hmmm...maybe)

Seven movies is way beyond our 2-movies-per-month budget.

ARGH!

Decisions, decisions...