(belated) 5th & 6th Month Anniversary

(My absent-mindedness plus the hectic schedule of the new academic school year meant that posting an entry of such slipped my mind.)

Every passing day, week and month saw us learning new things about each other - the good and the bad.

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged

I apologise for what's happened.

I am not saying that it's right for me to feel that way but I am working on getting better.

And I am doing all these only because...

...I really really really want you

And I think I'm kinda scared

Cause I don't want to lose you

Each day, I hoped and prayed that...

...maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It's nothing to you

And I believe that my prayers have been answered.

Alhamdullillah.

Thank you for having faith in me.

Happy 6th month anniversary, Sweets.

I hope there will be many more to come. Insya ALLAH.

Keep the Balance

I am envious.

I am envious of girls who DEMAND that their boyfriends give them EVERYTHING and still manage to get away with it.

I am jealous.

I am jealous of girls who still can get the love from their boyfriends despite being annoying, spoilt, bitchy brats.

I feel sorry.

I feel sorry for the boyfriends who are so blinded by love that they put up with such inconsiderate partners.

However, I am aware.

I am aware that people have feelings and that one's patience does wear off if tested excessively.

I hope.

I hope and pray that those girls wake up and change their ways PRONTO before their boyfriends leave them - once they get so fed up of having to give in all the time.

Nonetheless, I am proud.

I am proud that there are still girls who are considerate of their partners' well being AND still get loads of love for not being a bitch in the relationship.

Well done, Lizzie.

Alhamdullillah.

I believe in karma. What goes around WILL come around.

Writer's Block

Writer's Block? Lie Flat on Your Back

Celebrating wisdom - or lack thereof.Heh

It seemed just like yesterday that I was handed the key to adulthood.

A few days ago, I discovered how rusty that key is.

And it is gettin rustier as I type.

Yes, September is my birthday month. I love September.

Some women are but I am not.

I am not ashamed to broadcast my age to the whole wide world.

I am proud to say that I am now officially 24 years old.

For whatever reason, I have always envisioned a bundle of wisdom when I enter mid-twenties but getting wiser would not exactly be one the changes I seem to be experiencing, quite frankly. Heh.

One such evidence was to believe in cliches. And that one particular cliche was that promises are meant to be broken.

Maybe some promises are but not this one below.

A Bouquet of Love

Modern are my some of my principles but I can be quite conservative at times too.

This promise was kept.

A tear in my eye

I had to wipe away the tear in my eye before answering the calls of duty.

Alhamdullillah.

As for the rest of my birthday evening, well.....

See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil.

When things don't go your way

Which is a better decision to make when you know you will be going to work in the mornings doing something that you are DEFINITELY not going to look forward to?

Is it better to just up and leave your job or give it a go before making a final decision on whether or not you like it?

Which is a more MATURE decision?

Some people have the luxury of deciding on the former because their paychecks would not make a difference to their household finances. There are some people who are lucky like that.

But there are also some people who are not quite so lucky in that sense.

They have MUST work in order to support the family.

Strange as it may sound, I am glad I am one of those unlucky ones, if you may call it that.

Making the best of all situations (especially the ones that you are not so fond of) is a skill. It is not an easy skill to master but you get better at it if you keep on practising.

Giving up without even trying your hands on that particular task is well...a little immature, I must say.

But then again, that's just my two-cents worth.

Good to be back.

Wow!

How long ago was my last entry?

Has it been almost a month? Or more than that?

Gosh!

It has been long since then, hasn't it?

Shesh!

I wish I had a really good reason for my more-than-one-month absence but seriously, I don't.

I was just simply...lazy. Heh.

That is a good enough reason, no?