Tick, tock, tick, tock

5 hours till the start of Spring Break.

6 days before a much needed RnR retreat to Batam.

4 days before meeting someone precious from my past.

And...

Less than 6 hours till I meet MyBabyLuv.

Woo Hoo! Me liiiiike...

First Test - PASSED!

It was our first test.

A test of trust.

She was from your past and it scared me because I thought she will take you away from me.

Na'uzubillah.

But we passed it.

Alhamdullillah.

There will definitely be more tests in the future.

But MyBabyLuv I am certain that we will get through it. Insya ALLAH.

Let's strive to use those tests as a mean to strengthen our relationship.

Bitch Session Number Dua

Stomach muscles.

Hole in my pocket.

Apologies accepted.

Cramped face muscles.

Immense satisfaction.

Joy of the wonderfullest bitch session.

Bitch Session Numero Uno

Never mind that it was only for 2 hours but it was well spent.

We caught up on old times, each others' lives and everything else under the Sun.

But 2 hours with 2 xiao ting tong ladies is not complete.

We need a male figure. *evil laugh*

We need a male figure to fill us in on the other stuff about the other people. *wink* *wink*

So BillieJoe be honoured, be very honoured that you have been chosen to be that male figure.

We will have a new addition for an upcoming Bitch Session Number Two.

Zam, I am proud to announce that you have been given the opportunity to be one of them bitches.

Baik ah!

Hehehe...

Madness.

Horrible Tragedy

I am so disgusted at how dependent I can be on certain objects.

One such example - my house keys.

In the morning, I could not get into the classroom because I left my bunch of keys at home...safely in front of my PC.

In the late afternoon, I could not get into the house to change because I left my bunch of keys at home...safely in front of my PC.

What a horrible tragedy!

ARGH!

However, all anger vanished (into thin air) upon seeing MyBabyLuv. *blushes*

Like I was trying to convince myself yesterday, Love me, Love my sememek self.

Thank GOD he couldn't care less about how sememek I looked.

Alhamdullillah.

Heh...

Madness.

Bye Singlesville,Hello LoveVillage. Alhamdullillah

Amy Winehouse - There is No Greater Love
Song Lyrics

I am finally reaping the joy of having faith in HIM.

Alhamdullillah.

Some people choose to close their broken hearts as they are afraid of getting hurt again.

But I was not about to deprive myself of the joy of being with someone precious just because I was hurt before.

Now after all the heartbreaks and the long wait, he is finally here.

He did not come riding on a horse, sweeping me off my feet.

He did not work his way through my heart with truckloads of jewellery.

He did not try to be my saviour from my wasted life.

But instead he came to me as himself and I allowed him into my heart because he did not try to be someone he was not.

ALLAH s.w.t answered my prayers and he accepted my everything - my strengths and my weaknesses.

Dear MyBabyLuv,

I don't know about you but everything that is happening can be quite overwhelming at times. My thoughts are constantly so flooded of you that I get so dizzy I have to sit down. My heart is filled with such intense love for you that it suffocates me and I could hardly breathe.

I know that we are both afraid but I want to thank you for taking the risk to be with me. Daring to undergo a new chapter in our lives - together with me.

Being the worrywart that I am, I cannot stop getting paranoid about what the future holds for us. But baby, let's just enjoy the times we are and will have together. Let's enjoy being with each other and don't ever, ever stop praying and having faith in HIM.

I have so many things that I want to say to you but I just cannot really find the words to say it (Yes, yes I know it's cheesy). I hope you can feel what I have to say in my touch because certain things are just not explainable with words. You will have to see (and in this case, feel it) it to believe it (Sounds familiar, babe? hehehe).

I pray each night that ALLAH s.w.t will give us the strength, determination and patience to get through anything in life. May each challenge strengthens what we are attempting to build - together. Insya ALLAH.

The song that I have chosen may be short but it explains everything. It says the words that I can't say. Please listen to the lyrics very carefully for I believe that it is the closest to finding the perfect song to express how I feel for you right now.

As the saying goes, it all started as friends and happiness comes to those who wait.

Alhamdullillah.

A New Chapter

I am about to embark on a new adventure.

I am about to open a new chapter in my life.

TomKat Fiasco

Never mind that he's (probably) shorter than me

Never mind that he's so much older than me.

Never mind that he's Tom Cruise.

Never mind whether or not he earns million (or billions) each year.

Never mind that I think he is (bloody) overreacting.

Never mind that Oprah (Winfrey) is obviously scared out of her wits by his reaction.

When will I ever have a man who will (sincerely) go berserk at the thought of beng in love with me?

When will I ever have a man who will (sincerely) go over the top at the mere mention of my name?

Some girls have all the friggin luck.