One those days FAT days

i feel so fat, u no. i mean its d fasting month now and im sposed 2 like lose weight instead of gaining weight. SIGHS, its liek the more i 1 2 lose weight, the more weight u gain. it juz sux!i tink its got something to do wit the fantasies tthat i constanyly play in my head about me wearing all the tight clothes, and LEVIS low rise jeans and lookin damn gd in them. i no i will look so much better if i juz lose weight. thats what every1 tells me oso.i no, i no that but the more i pressurize myself into losing weight, the harder it is to do so. SIGHS its so so damn hard. y cant be more confident of myself and jz accept me for me? life wwld be so much better then.

juz like PINK, shes cool.sometiimes i tink she look like crap, i mean like she has weird fashion sense, u no. but does she care abt that? heck no! i dun tink its coz shes a celeb. i tink shes one of those few ladies in this mizundastood world of ours who are very comfy in their own skin. hence, the perception of others towards them dun matter at all. that is why they look so damn gd even whn the dun look gd, no wot i mean? yeah...

Drew Barrymore

drew barrymore is definitely an inspiration. AHSIN said im like her. we are not fat jz chubby...hehehe shweet huh??o well, whn she says things i bleaf her coz i no shes always tellin d truth. i was always worrying abbt hw ugly i look and constantly, comparing myself to YZUS and every other girl who has perfect bodies (almost). as cliche as dis may sound, but im gonna say it anws. hw can a man love me if i cant start lovin myself. chubby n all...its all about self-confidence girl

Rare Lady

You have a special zeal for life

You're a woman with a very balanced personality and lifestyle. You believe in making room in life to relax, think, and have fun. You refuse to settle long-term for a boring job or doing something just because it's expected of you. Love is the same way. You know what real love feels like and you'll accept no imitations! You pride yourself on not being the "typical woman." You're more honest and straightforward than most women. But just because you don't "wear your heart on your sleeve" doesn't mean you lack deep feelings. In fact, you're deeply committed to your loved ones and the causes you believe in. Women as truly balanced as you are very rare.

pretty cool, eh?i did this test online and this was the result. im rare!!WOO HOO!

Free as a bird, now the exams are over...

WOW!finally the exams are over. well, it has been over for like a few days now. i thought it would be gr8 u no, no more exams and all but infact, its kinda boring. i mean i cant really go out that much coz im fasting and am short of cash. also most of my friends are busy woth their own crap to go out and hang out like last time. If you noticed, i am not typing abbreviations because i am trying to practice my typing skills.anyways, i hope i get the job at BORDERS. eventhough, it will not exactly be of much use for my resume at least, i know i will have fun being surrounded by books and music - i hope so.